Salva
replied: "Bhishma defeated me in sight of all, and carried you away. I have been
disgraced. So, I cannot receive you now as my wife. Return to him and do as he
commands." With these words Salva sent her back to Bhishma.
She returned to Hastinapura and told Bhishma of
what had taken place. The grandsire tried to induce Vichitravirya to marry her, but
Vichitravirya roundly refused to marry a maiden whose heart had already been given to
another.
Amba then turned to Bhishma and be sought him
to marry her himself as there was no other recourse. It was impossible for Bhishma to
break his vow, sorry as he was for Amba, and after some vain attempts to make
Vichitravirya change his mind, he told her there was no way left to her but to go again to
Salva and seek to persuade him.
This at first she was too proud to do, and for
long years she abode in Hastinapura. Finally, in sheer desperation, she went to Salva and
found him adamant in refusal.
The lotus-eyed Amba spent six bitter years in
sorrow and baffled hope, and her heart was seared with suffering and all the sweetness in
her turned to gall and fierce hatred towards Bhishma as the cause of her blighted life.
She sought in vain for a champion among the
princes to fight and kill Bhishma and thus avenge her wrongs but even the foremost
warriors were afraid of Bhishma and paid no heed to her appeal.
At last, she resorted to hard austerities to
get the grace of Lord Subrahmanya. He graciously appeared before her and gave her a
garland of ever-fresh lotuses, saying that the wearer of that garland would become the
enemy of Bhishma. |