How then can I give or refuse permission to you? Let me assure you that my
anger against Duryodhana is a thing of the past, gone without a trace.
Fate willed it and engulfed us all in confusion of mind, and events
happened which were not in our control. We are your children, even like Duryodhana and his
brothers.
Gandhari and Kunti is alike mother to me and command equal regard and
filial affection from me, their child. If you go away to the forest, I must go with you
and serve you there.
If you retire to the woods and leave me here, what joy shall I have in
kingship? I prostrate myself before you and implore you to forgive the errors we have been
guilty of.
Serving you will give me true joy and peace of mind. Give me that
opportunity and privilege. Do not desert me."
Dhritarashtra was deeply moved. But he said: "Kunti's beloved
son, my mind is fixed on going to the forest and on penance. I can find no peace otherwise
now.