If I go back now to report what I have seen to Raama and my king, who knows what
meanwhile will happen here? Before Raama, Lakshmana and the Vaanara host arrive here,
Seeta, unable to bear her suffering, might put an end to her life. All my labours would
then be lost. It is not enough to have seen Seeta. I must talk to her, give her news of
Raama and put hope and courage into her heart, so that she may hold with life in spite of
all.
"How would Raama receive me if I
return without speaking to Seeta? I must find some way of speaking to Seeta."
In the rosary of Hanumaan's name occurs the
title, Buddhimataam Varishtham, 'First among the Astute.' It is a true description.
"In what form should I appear before
Seeta? In what language should I speak to her? If suddenly a monkey came and spoke to her
in this Asoka grove, Seeta would surely suspect foul play and imagine that Raavana was
playing some new trick on her. If I appeared suddenly before her, she might cry out in
fear. In her present condition this is most likely to happen. The Raakshasis guarding her,
who have now fallen asleep, will be startled awake and discover me. |