It
is no use, sir, Madhav said to the sadhu who had
befriended him. To leave her would be to
kill her.
The sannyasin drew
back the corners of his mouth and looked off across the river. The
iron gray stubble that covered his scalp gave him a look of
severity. He said nothing.
They were sitting
on the worn stone steps of a broad ghat that led down to the waters
of the Ganga. For hundreds of years, geruaclad sadhus had stopped
here on their way from one place of pilgrimage to another. They
would sit alone, doing japa or meditating, or they would give
religious discourses to villagers who gathered around them men on
one side, women on the other. They would beg their meals from houses
in the neighborhood, which is how Madhav's mother had met this
stern sadhu who now wanted to steal her son. He had talked awhile
with her, and she had, indeed, liked him.
The ghat was like a
temple to Madhav: the unbroken, persistent search for God, the long,
unwavering devotion arising through the centuries from the hearts of
hundreds of thousands of sadhus and devotees seemed to permeate the
stone steps, even as the waters of the holy Ganga had washed them
through un reckoned time. The atmosphere here was like a palpable
force. He longed to be a part of it, to carry it with him wherever
he went, to be a sadhu among sadhus. He had often talked earnestly
about his desire to renounce the world with the sannyasins, and this
particular sannyasin, after questioning him at length, had agreed to
initiate him. It had been on that occasion that Madhav had run all
the way home and burst in upon his mother.
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