The citizens also have put their trust in you. Sairandhri praised me and I
have come at your request.If we return withoutrecovering the cows, we shall become the
laughing- stock of all.
I will not turn back the chariot. Let us stand firm and fight. Have no
fear." With these words Brihannala began to drive thechariot towards the enemy and
they approached quite close to them. Uttara's distress was pitiable, He said in a quaking
voice: "I cannot do it, I simply cannot.
Let the Kauravas march off with the cows and if the women laugh, let
them; I do not care.What sense is there in fightingpeople who are immeasurably stronger
than we fight?
Do not be a fool! Turn back the chariot. Otherwise, I shall jump out
and walk back." With these words Uttara cast off his bows and arrows, got down from
the chariot and began to fly towards the city, mad with panic.
This should not be taken as something that has never happened in life,
nor is Uttara's panic during his first battle, by any means, singular.