'Very
good,' the sannyasin said. 'Now I shall
be off. I shall be coming this way in a year from now to see how you
are doing. Goodbye, my son. And he strode off across the fields into
the woods on the west.
For several weeks
Sri Nag lay in a dark corner of the temple, happily repeating his
mantra. He ate nothing. He could still feel the touch of the sadhu's
hand on his head, filling him with quiet joy. But slowly, slowly
that touch lost its immediacy, its intensity. He began to feel
extremely restless, as though the life he was trying to live was
unnatural, almost a matter of make believe, a pose. A depression
came over him. Now and then he slid out into the sunlight, but that
warmth, once so reviving, failed to lift his spirits. 'What
am I doing?' he would ask himself. But the only answer that
came to him was that he was obeying the words of his guru; and that
was answer enough. He continued to repeat his mantra through sheer
will power, of which he had a great deal.
It was not long
before one of the more daredevil boys of the village noticed that
Sri Nag was not his usual self. It had been the habit of this boy to
venture within a stone's throw of the abandoned temple and pelt it
with rocks, until the cobra, infuriated, would appear and give rapid
chase. The boy had always judged his distance well and had
invariably escaped to safety. In the past, less clever boys had been
losers at this sport, which was, of course, what had provided its
intense thrill. But one morning Sri Nag failed to make his customary
angry emergence from the temple. Perhaps he is off hunting, the boy
thought and, disappointed, went away. But the next day and the next
there was still no response. Each day the boy, and now a few of his
friends, ventured closer, throwing their rocks. Nothing. Although
they knew Sri Nag was not one to play tricks or lay ambushes, for he
could well afford to be a very straightforward cobra, they advanced
slowly, cautiously, until one day they at last came up to the very
threshold of the temple itself. There, in the tall grass they saw
Sri Nag lying prone, looking at them with one unblinking eye.
Terrified, they fled. But the cobra did not give chase.
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