But the false hopes did not persist long. He felt that his death was near. In
this agonising conflict of duties, death would be a relief, and save him from the
disruption and sorrows to come.
As death drew near, his mind recalled past
events. He remembered a great sin committed by him in youth. He felt that he was now
reaping what he then sowed: "I killed the Rishi's son and brought grief to his aged
parents. How could this sin be wiped off except by my suffering the anguish of losing a
dear son?" Thus Dasaratha resigned himself to his fate as a just retribution for the
wrong he had once done.
He concluded that be had no alternative but
to fulfil his word to his cruel wife and left the ordering of things entirely to Kaikeyi.
Day dawned. The hour fixed for the
coronation was approaching. The procession of Vasishtha and his disciples carrying the
golden vessels containing the waters of holy rivers was coming towards the palace. |