My admiration for Hindu dharma was never a mindless
and uncritical admiration of all Hindus or of all Indian society. Even among otherwise
good or insightful Hindus I sometimes found negative character and personality traits. It
seems that Hindus were often their own worst enemies. Westerners provided an easy way to
make money for some of them and they exploited this as best they could, including using a
spiritual appearance in order to do so.
Some Hindus who uncritically fancied themselves spiritual or enlightened
dispensed with human decency along the way. They indulged in negative gossip and sought to
defame their competition, even their students who might stand on their own. It is easy to
turn oneself into a guru and then place ones behavior beyond scrutiny, focusing on
the faults of others rather than on improving oneself. But the true Hindu way is one of
self-introspection in which we examine our own faults before casting a critical eye on
others. And it is not the personality of the other that we should find fault with but
wrong doctrines that distort the soul, which is good, divine and wonderful in all
creatures.
My appreciation of Hinduism was never blind or the result of any
personality worship. Hinduism as an open tradition has room for everything, even a fair
amount of wishful thinking. Its highest truth is the Self, the real individual, which
should never be made subordinate to any external authority, idea, emotion or imagination.