Mystical
Poetry and Discovery of Eastern Spirituality
Throughout this intellectual revolt I never lost
sight of a higher reality. I fancied myself to be a "mystical atheist" because
though I rejected the Biblical idea of a personal God I did recognize an impersonal
consciousness or pure being behind the universe. I also remember reading Herman
Hesses Journey to the East. I learned that there were great spiritual and mystical
traditions in the East that perhaps still existed. I began my own journey to the East.
Meanwhile I also studied European poetry and art. I
particularly enjoyed the French symbolist poets like Rimbaud and Mallarme who had a mystic
vision.
The German mystic poet Rilke, however, was my
favorite and best epitomized what I thought real poetry should be. Poetry had a depth and
ambiguity that philosophy could not reach. I realized that it was a better vehicle to
reflect this mysterious universe in which we live. I
examined twentieth century European artistic movements like the Surrealists and Dadaists
as well. While I enjoyed their images and ideas I felt that their style of expression had
become crude. I preferred something more classical in art. The modern art of the machine,
the newspaper or the mass media seemed vulgar. I could not relate to the degradation found
in modern art, particularly what transpired after World War II. |